Badassery Magazine September 2017 Issue | Page 13

W hen it comes to living the life of our dreams, we are led to believe that we must always “think bigger” and want more; more money, more vacations, more degrees, more THINGS. Once we have more, then we’ll be hap- py and then we’ll be living the life of our dreams..or so goes the story goes. But what if living an extraordinary life wasn’t about the pursuit of more? What if it was about getting more out of the things that actually matter to us? For many of us, our mothers taught us an immense amount about life, but if you’re like me, you really comprehend and absorb the lessons that you ex- perience first hand rather than just being told. For example, if my mother had simply told me, “Life is extraordinary right now!” I would have rolled my eyes and thought “yeah, OK.” In the meantime, I have a wanderlust soul with crushing student loan debt. But she never had to tell me be- cause I watched her live it day in and day out. My mother was very clear on what she valued and she put all her time and energy into getting more of THAT. She was someone who truly valued the people in her life, both close family and friends and those she merely interacted with. She val- ued creativity. She valued good music. These were the things that truly made her happy so she focused her time and efforts in these areas and because of that, she clearly demonstrated how her life was “extraordinary right now!” It would seem almost unnatural to see someone so happy 99% of the time - but that’s what makes it extraordinary. To some, it was probably annoying to see some- one so high on life, but after a while, you bought into her world view and learned to enjoy the awesomeness of every little thing. From a young age, I always want- ed to be a millionaire. Whenever my sisters and I would play the game of LIFE, I would cheat and make sure I had the man- sion. My stick houses I drew as a child were giant fortresses with 28 bedrooms, 17 bathrooms and 8 car garage for my new BMWs, because that is what I thought was extraordinary. It was a far cry from the struggling, mid- dle-class family I grew up in. When my mom would rave about her owning her dream car, a new Chevy Impala, I’d look at her with a smile and think, “She’s over the moon about a Chevy?” However, it had everything she wanted. She made a very clear list of features and manifest- ed the exact car she desired. It simply didn’t need to come in the form of a Mercedes or Benz. She cared about the quality and features, not the label. Whenever she would tell me about having the BEST date night with her beloved “Prince”, I’d always ask, “so what did you do?” Her response was typically, “We just ate at Ruby Tuesday's and then went home held hands while watching TV.” To my mom, that was a spectacular night. As her love language was qual- ity time, it was a dream date. She just wanted to BE with her “Prince”, the love of her life. She didn’t desire the fancy restaurant or flowers, she just wanted to see her love and kick off the week- end with quality time together. To me, it was an ordinary night, but to her it was extraordinary. My mom also LOVED her job. She called it her “dream job” and bragged about the generous benefits, the view from her desk, her loving co-workers and the massive amount of creativity her job afforded her, including her annual jazzfest. I would think to myself, “sounds great, but I’d want a bigger paycheck.” She was clear on what values in a job would make her happy so once she had them, she was...happy. Mom was high on life, but I was left wondering, “How can some- one be living such an extraordi- nary life without the THINGS? Where are the expensive cars, the once-in-a-lifetime vacations, the expensive clothes? She had my eyes and ears, but still, I wasn’t convinced that such an extraordinary life could be lived so simply. That all changed in 2014. Shortly before Christmas, my mother was diagnosed with a rare form of leukemia. Over the next year she received almost weekly treatments in an effort cure the rarely-cured disease. As w