Badassery Magazine August 2018 Issue 27 | Page 50

qualities about myself is that I can see goodness in everyone. I encourage everyone I meet to follow their dreams, to live up to their potential, and I have always prided myself on being able to get along with everyone, but a lifetime of acquiescing to little things leads to bigger things, like falling into an abusive relationship without even realizing it. There are so many clichés about self-care, but I wish I was taught that I had to save myself first because drowning people drown people. I let myself be dragged under numerous times because maybe, just maybe, this time my boyfriend, my friend, my coworker would get it right. Look at the women in your life. Hopefully you know a lot of strong, badass women. But every strong, badass woman I know now has stories just like mine, if not worse. When we talk to our friends, when we raise our daughters, let’s encourage them to be selfish. Be an example for them. Show them how selfishness can be a good 50 • BADASSERY MAGAZINE thing. Show them that when you share your feelings, when you take that trip, when you leave fear behind and take a chance, that it’s always a good thing. Always remember that today is a new day. You are a new person. You are never alone, and everything is going to be okay. Say no if you want. Say yes, if you’d prefer. Don’t disrespect your heart by hearing what it needs and giving it something else. Start living your life on your terms today. And then start again tomorrow. Need a few ideas to start? These steps helped me get through hard times. I did them during the good times as well, and that’s how the good times get extended. Happiness and selfishness is a skill. 1. Meditate. Find Your Center. Be mindful. Live in the now. Whatever you want to call it, give your mind a break. I tend to over- analyze situations, and my brain is great at connecting the dots. This is wonderful for puzzles, but not so great for moving on from a bad situation. When I take 10- 15 minutes each day to meditate and not think, it doesn’t mean my brain stops working or that I’m trying to escape. It just means that I need a rest from my brain’s constant processing. It is my daily meditation that keeps me calm and happy and actually allows me to think better and be better. If you’re new to meditation, I highly recommend the app Headspace. Its creator, Andy Peddicome recently tweeted, “We assume it’s the world around us that causes the feeling of busy-ness in our life, but if we look closely, we will often see it’s the movement of our mind.” 2. Process Your Emotions. Negative emotions are not only okay to have, but they’re good. They let you know when something is wrong. Maybe you shouldn’t lash out in anger, and maybe you shouldn’t plot revenge and live in your bitterness for the next 40 years of your life, but anger and bitterness are important for processing and moving on. The faster you embrace them, the