BABY MAMA May 2016 | Page 9

A re you dancing at Playing Big and acknowledge the edge of your it, but even once recognized, comfort zone? Are it is not easy to just do it. you letting your fears keep you playing small? When we play small, we are inhibiting our true selves I know, because I’ve been playing small for far too long. I had a decent job with from shining through: not great benefits, and I liked going after that dream job the people I worked with. because we feel we don’t have I stayed there, playing it safe the qualifications, not striking for many years, because that on and on, and for quite some up a conversation for fear was the responsible thing to time I have let those fears of what someone might say. do and it was easy to stay in paralyze me, spinning my Playing small is allowing fear the comfort zone. But then the wheels, making good time, but to overtake us and squash tug became too strong, and I going absolutely nowhere! our dreams. knew it was time to take the Playing it safe—and small— leap and honor the passion Did I get rid of my fears? No, they are still there, but is staying in a meaningless I had within me to help job for years on end because women live their healthiest it pays the bills and has and best lives. Taking the but it is not irrelevant. There great benefits. Playing it safe leap and leaving the safety is risk associated with playing means we convince ourselves net of security was nothing big. Sometimes a big risk, we are okay where we are, compared to what happened and that’s why there is fear. because we are not at risk next, when I actually had to However, without risk, there being vulnerable. try to do something I had is no reward. By playing never done before—start my small, I cannot serve my own business. clients to help them transform Playing it safe is a tricky place, though. There is a tug, I’m beginning to quiet them. The fear may be irrational, an internal pull, that is telling Fear took over and got their lives, and step into their us there is more—more to our in the driver’s seat. Fear of purpose to live their dreams. careers, our families, our lives, failing, fear of what people Playing small serves nobody, and to our purpose. Enter: may say or think, fear of not least of all, ourselves. Playing Big. knowing enough, fear of being Playing big means we vulnerable by putting myself step into our purpose: to out there, fear of not being be the best mother to our ready. The list of fears goes Our dreams are meant to be lived. We are here to play big. What is it costing you to play small? Is it worth it? children, to be the best boss or employee, to be fully present in our relationships with our partners, to live the life we know we are meant to live. It is one thing to talk about Melissa Rosenstock is a Certified International Health Coach (CIHC) specializing in women’s empowerment and transformation. Mel lives in Santa Monica, California with her 2 kids. She is a lover of nutrition, fitness, wellness and mindfulness. www.melissarosenstock.com