Autobiograpy Of Gnani Purush A.M.Patel Autobiograpy Of Gnani Purush A.M.Patel | Page 55

44
a lot of noise and a very crowded environment around me, and
I was in the bliss of the Self. This means, I saw the whole
universe, as it is, in Gnan.
Questioner : How long did this state last?
Dadashri : It lasted only for an hour. In that hour, the
entire vision became exact. Then I could see all the changes that
had occurred. The ego within was gone from its very roots. All
remnants of anger, pride, attachment and greed departed. I had
never expected anything like this.
People ask me how I acquired this Gnan. I tell them that
this is not something that can be imitated, if that indeed was
what they were trying to do. This was a phenomenon that
occurred naturally. It was but natural. If this were something
that could be imitated then I would tell you exactly how I
achieved it. But the route I had taken would not yield such a
magnificent spiritual reward. My expectations were only for
about five percent; actually not even five percent spiritual reward.
I was hoping that I would receive at least one percent reward
from the power of all my efforts.
No Desire Left Even To Remember The Date
Questioner : Dada on what date did this Gnan manifest?
Dadashri : The year was 1958 but I didn’t know at the
time that it would be important for me to remember the date or
that someone would ask me about the date. All I knew was that
all puzzles were solved.
Questioner : But will you not have to focus and find that
out?
Dadashri : No, it will happen on its own accord, if it is
meant to be discovered. Why should I bother with it?
Questioner : Was it a rainy season?