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nature of the mind is such that it memorizes what you feed it
frequently and thereafter it becomes mechanical. In all this I had
adopted the technique of visualizing each and every word, ‘Dear
merciful Supreme Lord, what can I do? I am full of infinite
faults.’ I would see each and every word including the comas,
exclamation marks and the capital letters. Reading this way is
my greatest discovery. I teach others to do the same.
Questioner : But Dada, did you have this ability at age
twenty-two?
Dadashri : Yes. I had the ability at that age.
It is out of such internal struggles that this knowledge
arose. If it was not for being frustrated for that hour and a
half…
Questioner : If you had not missed that minute…
Dadashri : This knowledge came about as a consequence
of missing that minute. It is from having stumbled over and over
again in life, that this knowledge and inner clarity has arisen.
One becomes aware after one stumbles and falls. That inner
clarity has always been very helpful to me. After what happened
at the age of twenty-two, I have never waited for anything. If
a train is late for three and a half hours, I would not pass my
time unnecessarily doing this or that, I would remain in the
awareness of the Self.
Set Up Counter Pulley This way
My revolutions of thought processing were very high. The
laborers have fifty revolutions per minute, whereas I have one
hundred thousand per minute. So how much difference is there
between the laborers and me? And when you say something to
those with lesser revolutions, it takes a while for them to
understand and react. They d o not understand even simple talks
about worldly dealings. So you have to explain things to them