Autism Parenting Magazine Issue 44(Member's Dashboard) | страница 51

AUTISM ADVOCACY Cookies For iPads ONE MOM’S SPECIAL MISSION FOR HOPE By Nikki STILES When Melissa Satterfield’s son, Chase, was 2 ½, and still not speaking, she began to worry. She made an appointment with her pediatrician, who said it was probably just delayed early development. Melissa requested a referral to speech therapy, anyway, hoping that it would help. A Chase’s diagnosis presented, and for several weeks, she stayed in bed, doubting her abilities as a mother, and as a wife; doubting her ability to handle all that lay before her, until finally Dave came into their bedroom one day and said, “Melissa – Enough. You have two sons who need their mother. It’s time to get back up and figure this out.” Like most parents who reach that pinnacle and pass through the threshold between fears and official diagnosis, Melissa and Dave felt both relieved and filled with uncertainty; Relieved to finally have answers to questions that had been unanswered for too long, and uncertain of what their next steps should be and what the future held for Chase. At the end of his diagnostic appointment, doctors at Children’s Hospital handed Melissa a stack of reading materials, gave her a firm handshake, and wished her good luck. For her, it was the beginning of a temporary downward spiral into depression. For so long, she had wanted answers, but now that she had them, she wasn’t sure what to do with them. She didn’t know anything about autism, and wasn’t prepared for the diagnosis. She had given birth, not long before, to their second son, Dalton, and was exhausted from the day-today responsibilities of caring for a young nonverbal son and a newborn. She wasn’t sure if she could find it in herself to rise up and meet the challenge that Melissa handing out an iPad on behalf of Cookies For iPads and sponsored by The Make It Fit Foundation. round the age of three, Chase’s speech therapist said it might be time to speak to a doctor about his speech issues, but again, Melissa and her husband Dave were told that it was probably just late development. When he still wasn’t talking at the age of four, she put her foot down and sought a second opinion. A long and grueling year later, at the age of five, Chase was diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder. Autism Parenting Magazine | Issue 44 | 51