GEIR O’ ROURKE ONE of the father figures of rural general practice is back at work, five years after being deregistered following a horrific head injury.
Dr Jack Shepherd, the founding president of ACRRM, regained unconditional registration in June after completing eight weeks of supervised work in Gilgandra, in western NSW.
And he says the rebound wouldn’ t have been possible without the generosity and support of the former RACGP GP of the year, Dr Patrick Giltrap, who supervised his placement.
The 73-year-old is credited with writing much of the curriculum for GPs working in the bush, yet landing his new job at the Orange Aboriginal Medical Service may be among his most significant achievements.
“ I’ m in clover. Feeling like I can still be of use is the greatest happiness to me,” he says.
The rural GP’ s career has taken him around the world— from London and East Timor to the tiny town of Derby in WA.
But it seemed all but over in 2012, when a Meniere’ s disease attack saw him collapse in the corridor of Charleville Hospital in northern Queensland, severely fracturing his skull.
Dr Shepherd remembers the sickening spin and his futile jump
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to try to avoid hitting the ground in that moment.
“ I wanted to die because, while I knew I had a fracture at the base of my skull, I couldn’ t remember the words,” he says.
“ I thought I was done for, and it seemed utterly impossible that I would return to practice.”
After the collapse, the doctor became forgetful, prone to falling over and required full-time care
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from his wife to manage basic tasks.
“ The only thing that saved me from going totally nuts was the fact that I was a returned soldier from Vietnam, and the Department of Veterans’ Affairs was incredibly sympathetic and useful,” he says.
The feeling that he was losing relevance was devastating.
“ I have learned to my sorrow
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‘ I’ m in clover. Feeling like I can be of use is the greatest happiness to me.’
— Dr Jack Shepherd
that among doctors, you are nothing if you are retired. You don’ t have a say; you don’ t have a valid point of view; you can’ t influence anything unless you are working.”
He shunned the company of other doctors, but tried to ease his way back into society— slowly at first, by cooking sausages at the local Rotary Club, before moving on to sailing with other disabled adults.
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With time and patience, his health began to improve and by 2015, specialists gave him the green light to restart his medical career.
That glimmer of hope was enough, and he dedicated the next two years to relearning how to be a doctor.
In March he was placed under the supervision of Dr Giltrap, the 2005 RACGP GP of the year,
“ It was terribly frightening, and I was nervous as hell in my first few days that I would be too forgetful, too slow.”
But Dr Giltrap is a“ model of kindly charm”, he says.
“ He countersigned every referral I did, all my X-ray requests, and it must have taken him an extra hour every day,” he says.
“ It wasn’ t frustrating; it was reassuring that I was protected from making a mistake due to memory lapses.”
No memory lapses occurred, although five years out of medical practice means Dr Shepherd has had to learn the names of hundreds of new medications and others that have been renamed.
Dr Shepherd says he once again feels confident that he can meet the challenges of caring for patients.
And those who have known him a long time say he has more to give to the profession he loves.
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