Assisi: An Online Journal of Arts & Letters Volume 4, Issues 1 & 2 | Page 14

! JED MYERS CRADLE Last night, under the wide black sky, the moon high in the east still near full, and Jupiter a dimensionless bright spot less than a thumb-span below, I thought, desireless. But no— though it was just that solace I sought, though I’d pulled on my coat and gone out to hear that silence, to bask in the ungraspable distance, as if to let my whirlwind of longings unravel and dissipate into the dark, though there was that great cradle of emptiness slung between the mute moon and that planet at its gravity-rope’s end close to a half-billion miles out—I knew, even the vacuum bristles with want, sizzles, every thoughtless thimbleful of nonexistence filled with original wish to exist, urgent each instant to transmit the oncoming ripples crossing in all directions at once, the waves of attraction, neutrinos, photons racing through their eternal present genesis spark to absorption…. Yes, I thought, even the cold void works hard to belong, a desperate business birthing the suns, pulling the moons along in their orbits, keeping a giant like Jupiter strung and hurtling round its twelve-year ellipse. So I muttered a personal thanks for the nothingness holding us, returned, turned in…. !!Assisi!!!8!