I grew up in a small, idyllic
affluent town in the Western part
of Connecticut, USA. The town
definitely did not match my
personality. My high school years
were filled with the proverbial
teenage fun, although not too much
by me. I stayed close to home and
pursued my B.A. in English
Comparative Literature from a
local college and then continued on
for my M.A in English
Professional Writing. I have
always had a love for reading and
literature and only furthered that
during my studies. During my
M.A. studies I decided it was time
to challenge myself and work in a
field that I have long admired and
dreamt off: being a writer.
Having entered the lifestyle a few
years ago, I write erotica with a
preference toward BDSM themes.
I enjoy exploring the emotional
connection and emotions behind
the D/s relationships and why we
like what we like.
Excerpt 1: (Ally POVLanguage)
fidgeted with a piece of paper that
was on the counter.
fighting the tears that were forming
in the corners of my eyes.
“Well, baby cakes, you have to let
him be him. Marcus said he is a
very guarded person. You should
know that. You’ve been with him
for a while now.”Emma answered,
again without taking her attention
away from the project.
Emma’s arms encircle my chest.
“You don’t know that. Give him a
chance to explain.”
“I get that, but still. If he wants to
be exclusive-be in a relationshipwhy can’t he just tell me things.
I’m not going anywhere.”I
continued to play with the scrap
piece of paper.
“Again, Devlin has a past that most
of us, including Marcus, doesn’t
know about. Give him time Ally. It
might be for a reason.”
“I’m going home and no you will
not get a hold of me. I turned my
phone off and I will not answer
it.”I said as I gathered my purse
before I completely losing my
composure.
“Are you going to go to the club
tonight?”I asked her as Nikki
walked into the kitchen.
“Why the fuck is Devlin going to
London tomorrow? And why is he
taking Kieran with him?”
“Sometimes I really just want to
tell him to fuck off,”I screamed as
I slammed my phone on the back
counter of the bakery. I had gone
there after leaving Devlin’s office
this afternoon, not wanting to be
alone. I knew Emma was working
on a huge order and Nikki was
helping out as well.
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t talk. I
just stared at Nikki as she made her
way toward me. “I don’t know
what you are talking about?”
“What happened?”Emma asked
without losing her focus on the
cake she was decorating.
“Yeah, Nik, I am sure. I can’t
believe this. Why wouldn’t he say
something to me earlier?”I looked
at Emma who now had stopped the
decoration process on the cake to
look at me. “Oh my god. I’m a
fucking idiot. No wonder he
wanted to meet at the club tonight.
Tell me on neutral ground.”I hit
my forehead with my palm,
“I don’t know. I told you about
what he said last week at the diner,
you know about being exclusive.
Then he goes and gets all weird.
Mysterious phone calls, things he
won’t tell me. He just seems off.”I
“Fuck him and fuck this
relationship. I am not going to start
a relationship off with secrets and
lies.”I picked up my phone and
rattled off a text message to him.
FUCK YOU! I am done. T hanks
for telling me about London today.
“Are you sure? He is your
boyfriend?”She grabbed a tray of
pastries from behind me and began
filling the shells.
Excerpt 2: (AIDEN POV)
Once he was gone, Devlin’s hand
grasped around the back of my
head and pulled me close to him,
his lips crushing against mine. His
tongue opening my mouth to him
as he mapped every inch of my
mouth. The familiar smell of his
skin, the feeling of his calloused
fingers on the back of my neck had
me pushing against his bulge. He
broke the kiss and stood back,
shaking his head. “God, it’s been
awhile.”
I sunk to my knees into position.
There was no doubt in my mind