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the atrocities the soldiers, or at least some of them, were likely to commit during the war. And the young soldiers, “drafted originally for two years, but often serving for up to four” (Chabal ����:��), were “disillusioned” (Chabal ����:��) and unprepared for guerilla warfare. Having been dispatched as conscripts by an authoritarian regime, they could not normally themselves decide whether they wished to participate in the wars or not: the option not to participate in a seemingly unwinnable and hopeless war existed for only a minority of young people. Dictator Salazar’s “own personnel commitment” to the Portuguese presence in Africa and “his propensity to brook no opposition” dominated “any voice of reason” and made “retreat or compromise over African affairs” impossible (Cann ����:��). Opposition was translated into an ever more intransigent position on Portugal’s presence ultramar up to the ���� revolution, backed by a powerful secret police operating both in Portugal and in the colonies. � Thus, without ignoring or minimizing the suffering inflicted on local populations by Portuguese soldiers and without denying the power discrepancies between colonizers and colonized, the suffering inflicted on Portuguese soldiers and their relatives by their political and military leadership should not be ignored. After all, the soldiers soon realized that “the generals in air-conditioned Luanda invented a war in which we would die and they would live” (Antunes ����:���). They understood that one objective of the war, waged “in the name of a lot of cynical ideas no one believe[d] in,” was “to defend the wealth of the three or four families who shore up the regime” (Antunes ����:���). I am fully aware of the dangers inherent in discussing what might be seen as the victimization of the perpetrators. I am certainly not arguing that the “real” victims of colonialism are the soldiers sent from Europe to defend the colonial project. � That would be absurd, even obscene. Addressing the suffering of the Portuguese soldiers does not imply the denial of the suffering they inflicted on others or an attempt at “ranking” suffering. Rather, it offers the possibility to see both the suffering inflicted on them by a dictatorial political regime and the suffering they inflicted on others; it thus addresses a double dimension of suffering and enables a more differentiated understanding of suffering than does the crude binary perpetrator–victim that, as every binary, hides as much as � In ����, ��% of the political police force worked in the colonies. Overall, the political police force had ���� agents (Aljube—a voz das vítimas; see note ��). � See Rothberg (����:��–���) for “Eurocentric pitfalls” (p. ��) in selected anticolonial discourses. �� In his psychoanalytic approach to perpetrator trauma, LaCapra (����:��) argues that such trauma, “while attended by symptoms that may be comparable to those of victims, is ethically and politically different in decisive ways” from victim trauma. I acknowledge these differences. 23