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Aptavani-9 481 Questioner: Yes. Dadashri: When the hurt inflicted upon any living being stops, then those layers will begin to shed. Questioner: What layers? Dadashri: The layers of ‘I-ness’ and all other coverings over the Self. Not only does one have the ‘I-ness’ but it is an ‘I-ness’ with an attacking nature. ‘I-ness’ with protection (rakshan) is different from the ‘I-ness’ with an attack. Questioner: This is very important information that has just surfaced, Dada. You said that there are two types of potapanu ‘I-ness’; one is with protection and the other is associated with a tendency to attack. Dadashri: Yes. When the ‘I-ness’ associated with attacks goes away, then the ‘I-ness’ with protection will come. That is the proper ‘I-ness’, until then all the ‘I-ness’ is regarded as himsak bhaav; violence laden with violent intent. Only after the ‘I-ness’ associated with attacking nature leaves, will the dissolution of ‘I-ness’ associated with protection begin. Questioner: Would you please explain further what this attacking ‘I-ness’ is? Dadashri: What good is any ‘I-ness’ that hurts others? It is a different matter if that ‘I-ness’ is for the protection of ones’ own prakruti; that is called ‘I-ness’ but the ‘I-ness’ that hurts others, cannot even be considered ‘I-ness’. What is the ‘I-ness’ in people like? Protection of their prakruti is definitely there, but they also attack others. They also strike (verbally and non-verbally) others. So do people not need to get rid of this enormous ‘I-ness’? Protecting one’s prakruti is ‘I-ness’. Are our mahatmas doing that? Alas, that is precisely why it, the non-Self, does not become sahaj (natural). Here, the moment one is faced with the slightest insult, he protects the prakruti. This indeed will prevent the process of