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- of salvation, then proceed. You should not try to become
ready on your own. This is not something one can get ready for.
If you try to sell the siddhis - spiritual energy - what will the
world not give you? But in the process you will lose your wealth
of the human form. Not only will you lose it, but you will
become eligible to go to hell!
Ours is the path to moksha where one has to go very
silently and secretly.
Subservience to the Gnani Purush
Do not let go of this satsang no matter what others tell
you. You will receive the Lord’s grace - krupa - when you
come here, and everything will fall into place. It will not take
long at all. Problems and difficulties are inevitable on the way,
which is why we say, ‘In the face of all kinds of obstacles on
the path to moksha, I am the one with infinite energy.’ At the
same time the non-Self complex, as an opponent with its infinite
energy is there too, which prevents Your moksha.
That is why the Lord has said, ‘Proceed with subservience
(aadhinta) to the Gnani Purush; follow his instructions. Even if
he says something that does not quite sit with you or sounds
crazy, follow his instructions all the way. This is because He is
vitarag. If you cannot understand through your intellect, then just
make the decision that since you have understood and accepted
nine of the Gnani’s ten equations, it is immaterial if you do not
understand the tenth one. Do not find Him at fault. Just accept
the fact that it is your own mistake that you do not understand
Him. Why is it that you cannot understand His one point when
you can understand the rest? So do not find Him at fault here.
He has destroyed all His mistakes. The intellect is bound to
show you fault even in the Gnani Purush.
We can make do if it were a question of death of just one
lifetime, but when you do viradhana - irreverence and negative
talk about the Gnani Purush - you will incur deaths of a hundred