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Aptavani-9 427 ‘We’ have never said ‘What do I care?’ Even being a Gnani Purush, ‘we’ cannot say that, in any situation. ‘We’ cannot say it even when someone comes here under any predicament or situation. One woman in our extended family had passed away and her son came to give me the news. He told me, ‘I had to come here to give you the news personally.’ I told him, ‘Son, you inform me now and it is very late in the day, is it not?’ So he told me, ‘No Dada. You do not have to come home.’ Even so I still went to his home for a few minutes, came home and also took a bath afterwards (a normal tradition). So the approach of ‘What do I care?’ is not acceptable in the worldly life. The worldly interactions (vyavahar) must be carried out as worldly interactions are meant to be. You are not going to lose your soul by doing so. It is the gravest mistake to say, ‘What do I care?’ These words are never to be found in ‘our’ dictionary at all. These words cannot be uttered in your home, outside or here in the satsang. ‘What do I care?’ is this something one should even utter? If one does, that ego will never go away. That ego becomes solid. Then it will never leave. It will not break, ever. People make the statement, ‘what do I care?’ even when it involves their sister, brother or mother. Questioner: What does this inner intent of ‘What do I care?’ towards anyone, indicate? Dadashri: Worthlessness! ‘What do I care?’ How can anyone even utter such a statement? You have taken birth in their home and you say ‘What do I care?’ It is a grave fault. You must never say this. Not only can you not say this in your own home but you cannot say it elsewhere either. These are all grave faults. Questioner: What kind of a fault is it?