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416 Aptavani-9 Dadashri: Awareness will not remain at that time. When someone greets you with respect and says, ‘welcome, welcome Chandulal’ the effect of the sound of those words is such! And if someone tells you, ‘you do not have any sense’ then what effect will such words have on you? Questioner: This Akram Vignan is such that first it will not let the effect of those words touch the Self (the soul within). There arises within the awareness as to whom the words, ‘senseless’ are being addressed to. Dadashri: Yes. First such awareness arises. Then nothing will affect You once this awareness arises. The one who becomes aware as to who is being addressed in, ‘welcome, welcome,’ remains unaffected. (This respectful greeting is being given to Chandulal, the relative self and this is the awareness— jagruti). You have to extract and attain such subtle understanding. Questioner: This is very necessary. The breakdown in the continuity of this awareness occurs, and is that the reason that all such faults take over the control? Dadashri: All these faults cause the intervening breakdown. That is why the Lord has said, ‘Keval nij swabhav nu akhand varte Gnan—the uninterrupted bliss of the Self is being experienced.’ But it does get interrupted. Therefore stop the habit of tasting sweetness (of respect) and it is unlikely that anyone will go out of his way to serve you anything bitter (insult). This is because your worldly interaction now is such that no one will insult you, and if it does happen then know that as your vyavasthit—scientific circumstantial evidence. The fault is of the sufferer. Questioner: The awareness prevails stronger during bitter and unpleasant life effects. Dadashri: That is why one becomes deluded at the time of tasting sweetness; enjoying the pleasant life effects.