Aptavani-9
167
Dadashri: The fact that you see disorganization and
carelessness is the same as saying that the support of the worldly
life is now disintegrating. Would the worldly life remain when
that happens? Once the support of the worldly life collapses,
can the worldly life continue to exist? People will begin to
wonder ‘what’s happening here?’ But it is when one becomes
carefree and disorganized, without any mental notes that he goes
to moksha. Otherwise, the same old clothes and guise, being
particular about this and particular about that, particular about
money; how can one achieve anything this way? There should
not be any note taking. Here you keep a note of everything
someone told you yesterday.
What do people assert? They say ‘Only this man can go
to moksha. Only when one is so particular and alert will he go
to moksha.’ Whereas I say that only a carefree and disorganized
person will go to moksha. The solution will arise when you
become bankrupt in the worldly shop. So you will have to
bankrupt this worldly shop (sansar) if you want moksha. You
want to be careful, exact and organized and at the same time
you want to go to moksha, both are not possible. How many
persons amongst all these seekers of moksha are there who are
without intense mental notes?
Questioner: The desire of moksha is only in words, is it
not?
Dadashri: That is why I am asking who has come into
spiritualism? Who has come closer to the Self? When one
becomes desire-less and keeps no note of anything, then he
comes closer to the Self. It is not possible to be careful, exact
and precise in the worldly life and come closer to the Self at the
same time. That is why the Lord had said that one will have to
leave home and come to Him if he wants moksha. Why is that?
That is because it will not happen by remaining at home.
For us here in Akram Vignan however, we have to