Aptavani-9
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your wife says, ‘Your nature is bad. I am going to my parents’
home and I am not coming back,’ because everything is under
the control of vyavasthit. Is it under her control? Is it under her
control or in the control of vyavasthit? So then what happens if
you make an intense mental note in response of, ‘Is that so?
What arrogance on her part! Who the hell does she think she
is? Let her try it!’? What will happen then? A war will break
out!
Questioner: If she talks like that, the mind will go
berserk. One will get very excited.
Dadashri: Yes, he will get all excited and a mental war
will break out. That mental war will lead to a verbal one. It
may even turn into a physical war. What if you remove the
cause of all this from its very root? Everything will clear when
you remove it from its root. So it is not worth getting into all
these problems.
Therefore, it is not worth keeping an intense mental note
of anything. What is vyavasthit? Vyavasthit is when you do not
keep a note of anything; that is vyavasthit. How can you call it
vyavasthit when you make notes and keep them?
Being exact in worldly life will impede your
liberation
If you do not make an intense mental note in the first
place, then where is the problem? Wanting moksha and making
an intense mental note; both these cannot occur together. Do
people refrain from keeping an intense mental note? You have to
stop making notes if you desire moksha. You have to get rid of
such a notebook.
In our business naïve that I was, I was not concerned with
making notes of everything, if things become documented, it was
fine and if it did not, that was fine too. I do not want such an
‘account’ at all; people like me do not keep notes even if they