Aptavani-9 129
Suspicion that never goes away charges new karma
Questioner: You have said that after Gnan all worldly interactions are a discharge; that is true. But when there is inappropriate conduct or interaction, where does the danger of charging anew lie in that?
Dadashri: There is nothing in the world that poses a danger of charging, but charging of a new karma can occur when suspicion arises. If suspicion takes hold, know that there is a danger of charging new karmas. Now what kind of suspicion are we talking about? It is suspicion that does not let you sleep. Those are not trivial suspicions, they are not suspicions that come and go. Suspicions that come and are forgotten have no significance.
Questioner: Does that mean we should remain carefree? Can we be fearless and careless?
Dadashri: No, if you become careless and carefree, you will suffer. Why do you not put your hands on burning charcoals?
Questioner: Then what kind of a remedial action should be taken there?
Dadashri: What other actions will you take? Repentance and pratikraman are the only‘ actions’ you can take.
Questioner: So what is the independent internal effort( purusharth) after attaining Gnan? Do we have to continue repenting or should we leave it to the charging mind( bhaavmun)?
Dadashri: The bhaavmun( charging mind) does not remain after Gnan. But people whose Gnan is weak do have a little of bhaavmun left, otherwise there is no bhaavmun after Gnan. If the result of Gnan is weak, if you did not hear the Gnan completely or properly or you did not speak the Gnan sentences completely during the Gnan Vidhi, then the Gnan is weak inside.