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Aptavani-9
Then have suspicion all the way to the end
This is our Atma Gnan! It is not an ordinary thing. It is a
wonderful thing that you have acquired! These (bhaav) feelings,
which arise from the mind and from the intellect, are the ones,
which create fear. You just have to know once, that these are
the ones that create fear. Buddhi (intellect) will create interference
as long as it is in operation. Does your intellect interfere?
Questioner: Sometimes it arises. The negative intellect
arises.
Dadashri: But you have realized that it is a wrong thing,
have you not?
Questioner: Yes, I have realized that much.
Dadashri: You have realized that it is wrong and all the
mischief it creates is wrong; have you not? You have realized
that it is not right. Yes when you realize all that, there is an effort
to move towards the Self. Still if the power from the other side
(intellect) is strong then it will destabilize you.
When you incur a loss in your business, you do not sit for
hours worrying about it, do you? When that phase (thoughts of
a loss) comes, you do not sit up for hours worrying, do you?
Questioner: Of course I do, but I get nowhere!
Dadashri: But it does stop, does it not?
Questioner: Then it stops.
Dadashri: Now when the worrying stops, is it because
you recovered the loss you had incurred that the phase of
worrying ends or is the loss still there and the phase of worrying
just comes to an end? Say, this is triggered by a loss of five
hundred rupees that you incurred. The worrying may go on for
twelve hours or two days but it will eventually come to an end.
So does the worrying stop after the amount of loss is recovered
or does it stop even when the loss is still there?