Aptavani-9 71
A man hears a story about someone being possessed by a ghost. His wife has gone to visit her parents and he is sleeping alone in his room at night. While he is asleep, around midnight, a mouse makes a noise in the kitchen. He hears the noise and remembers the story about the ghost, so with these two evidences coming together, he thinks something must be there to make such a loud noise. Therefore, the doubt( vahem) remains until he discovers the truth. He will remain in this state until he has knowledge, which is contrary to the knowledge he already has. Then when his friend comes around the next morning, he gets the courage and tells his friend about how scared he was the night before. When his friend tells him to check into the noise, he goes in the kitchen and finds that a mouse had dropped a tin can and a few other things. Then all his doubts( vahem) go away. Therefore, it is because of a wrong understanding that one is not able to sleep at night. But if he has a medicine to remove his doubt( vahem), would he not be able to sleep? So the man will become happy if he understands a little bit.
It all depends on the sub-atomic particles( parmanus)
Suspicion that arises is a stock within. Suspicion is a feminine element( streetatva). In every human body there are three kinds of parmanus( subatomic particles); female( stree), male( purush) and bisexual( napunsak). The body is made up of these three types of parmanus. One is born a male when there is an aggregation of predominantly male parmanus. If there is a higher proportion of female parmanus, one is born a woman and neutral when there are more neutral parmanus. Within any body there are more or less these three types of parmanus. Vahem( doubt), sandeha( dubiousness), shanka( suspicion) etc. are all female parmanus. You have to tell them,‘ Get out! I am a Purush( the Self)!’‘ We’ do not have such parmanus so‘ we’ never have any suspicion or become suspicious.