108 Aptavani-6
Questioner: I continue to repent for my actions of disrespecting and speaking ill( viradhana).
Dadashri: One will have severe regrets, experience misery, suffer and be restless; there will be no end to that. It will not let one off, will it?
Questioner: It will never come to an end; is that so, Dada?
Dadashri:‘ No end’ means it is not something that will come to an end within two or four days. Someone’ s‘ tank’ may be the size of this room and another person’ s‘ tank’ may be as large as the entire building. Will there not be a difference between the two?
Questioner: But, Dada, it will empty one day, will it not?
Dadashri: It will empty. You go about your business believing that it will empty, but you should not make the same mistake again. Otherwise, that pipe will close. If that mistake was going to occur again, then it is better to fast three times, but do let not allow disrespecting and speaking ill( viradhana) to happen.
Key to Pleasing the Gnani
Questioner: Dada Bhagwan, what should we do in order to understand and know who you truly are? Also, what spiritual development must we attain in order to please you( Dada’ s rajipo – to please Dada)?
Dadashri: You only need absolute humility( param vinaya) in order to win‘ our’ rajipo( we are pleased with you); nothing else. Rajipo comes only from absolute humility. There is no such thing as winning our rajipo by massaging‘ our’ legs and feet. One will not win my rajipo even if he drives me around in his car. One attains it from maintaining absolute humility( param vinaya).