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64 Aptavani-5 to pamper it. But if you insist, ‘No, but I have to watch over everything, don’t I?’ then it will take you over. Your work will get done. You simply have to ‘see’ everything and it will get done in an orderly manner. There are so many scientific circumstantial evidences that You do not have to worry about anything. All You need is an inner intent that you want to remain pure in all worldly interactions (adarsha vyavahar). Your worldly interaction should not become ruined. If it becomes spoilt, then You should settle it with equanimity. Questioner: What do You mean when You say, ‘the Gnan has not been digested’; what are the characteristics of that? Dadashri: Not digested means ‘indigestion’. Questioner: What should one do to prevent that? What are the signs of ‘indigestion’? Is it possible for one to get ‘indigestion’ after taking your Gnan? Dadashri: It happens to only some, not everyone. What do we mean by ‘indigestion’ of Gnan? It is when one becomes biased towards one side; when one falls short in his worldly interactions. For example, when one does not go to college and if he does, he does not pay attention and he keeps saying, ‘I am a pure Self…I am a pure Self’, that is ‘indigestion’. When it is not considered ‘indigestion’? It is when he is complete in his worldly interactions (vyavahar), he does not neglect worldly interaction (vyavahar). One has to meet all worldly obligations and all those obligations are mandatory (farajiyat). So it is pointless having such negative inner intent (bhaav) in that which is mandatory. Questioner: If everyone is a pure Self, does that not create disturbances in the way the world works? Dadashri: There would be no direction or management if everyone were Shuddhatma. One has to gradually become