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experience, it is futile. Anything without the experience will be
muddled. You need “cash”. So “this is the cash bank of divine
solution”.
Questioner: Life is short of years and the road to
moksha is long. But since finding this Akram, I feel so much
joy.
Dadashri: This is something that never happens, but
now that it has, just get your “work” done. Of course, there
will be great joy. Even I felt such great joy from the wonderful
Gnan that manifested in me. It gave rise to tremendous
siddhis (special energies)! This is because there is nothing in
this world that I have a beggarly desire for (bheekh). I did not
have any bheekh for respect (maan), for money, for fame, for
sex, nor did I have any beggarly desire for disciples or of
building temples. I did not have beggarly desire of any kind, in
this world. This is why I attained this state! Still, it is ‘scientific
circumstantial evidence’. Now, it is on account of this state that
I am in, that you are able to attain the very same state. You
become like the one whose niddidhyasan (envisioning) you
do.
Questioner: Is it because of a connection from the past
life that one attains Akram?
Dadashri: This is the only way through which you are
able to meet me. This meeting with the Gnani Purush happens
as a result of the unfolding of your merit karma (punyas) of
infinite past lives.
All others are considered Kramic paths. The Kramic
path is the ‘relative’ path. ‘Relative’ means that it yields worldly
fruit, and takes you ‘step by step’ towards moksha. Through
renunciation and penance one has to eventually purify the ego;
thereupon you will arrive at the gate of moksha. When you have
cleansed the ego of all its anger, pride, deceit, greed, sexuality