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408 Aptavani-2 pratikraman and pratyakhyan? Questioner : Yes. I do pratikraman yearly (samvatsari). Dadashri : Let me explain how you should do your pratikraman. Do you have a guru? Questioner : No I do not. Dadashri : If one happens to quarrel, it is because of his unfolding karma and the tendency of his prakruti (the relative self), but when this happens, he needs to recall his guru, recall the Soul within the person he has hurt and do pratikraman immediately. Atikraman is an act of aggression. If one does atikraman with his boss, there too he can erase everything if he does alochana, pratikraman and pratyakhyan, using his guru as the witness. When he does this, instead of creating a tight solid knot of karma through the atikraman, it becomes loose and it will disintegrate upon the slightest touch in his next life. One needs a guru, does he not? He needs someone to make his confessions to, does he not? The only way to become free is through pratikraman and pratyakhyan, there is no other way. Atikraman and aakraman (excess atikraman) causes bondage. The subtraction (pratikraman) must equal the addition (atikraman) in order to zero out everything. Pratikraman is best done the moment the atikraman occurs. A true Jain is constantly living by alochana, pratikraman and pratyakhyan. The one who does over five hundred or so pratikramans a day is a true a Jain. One can reduce the ‘stickiness’ or the intensity of the knots of attachment and abhorrence through constant pratikraman. If the person you are dealing with is being awkward, the fault lies with you. You have not erased your accounts with him and if you have, then your effort was not proper. Whenever you have free time, you should keep cleansing your sticky karmic accounts you have pending with others. You will not have too many, there may be five or ten such sticky files. You have to do pratikraman for them. You have to keep washing away the