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Aptavani-2 217 ‘This’ is the station that you have arrived at, where you can get your work (for moksha) done. Therefore eat, drink and enjoy the circumstances that are directly in front of you and do not be concerned about the circumstances that are not. Bliss will arise from within. Instead people are searching for it externally. Why does one have thoughts about becoming an ascetic? It is because he remembers the beatings he has taken in endless past lives from having a mother-in-law, a father-in-law, other worldly miseries, a husband, a wife, children etc. That person will even find a nimit, someone who will tell him there is no happiness in the worldly life. And that is why he thinks about taking dixa (diksha; renounce worldly life) and he ends up doing so. All your pains will go away in the presence of the Gnani Purush. All your pains can disappear in front of this Gnani, provided you do not have any desires. If you have a dressing on your wounded leg and the Gnani tells you not to remove it and you still do, then what can anyone do? How can you ignore the instructions of the Gnani? Every morning when you get up, recall Dada and make a firm decision and recite five times, “Let there not be any hurt to any living being in the world through my mind, speech and body, even in the slightest degree.” When you make such a firm decision (nischay) the inner ‘police department’ is thus alerted. There is a huge army of enemies within. You attain tremendous energies by reciting this in the presence of the Gnani Purush and those energies will not ever leave you. Make this decision by keeping Dada as your witness. Then you should not give any nourishment to the army of inner kashays even if they arise. Kantado : displeasure of boredom and fatigue Dadashri : What is the meaning of kantado (physical