Aptavani-1 Aptavani-1 | Page 273

248 Aptavani-1 also. As the old battery discharges, it is the effect of one’s inability to endure the discharge that causes charging of a new battery. Along with charging, worries start. You feel a burning torment inside. A fire is kindled within and you are tormented with confusion and anxiety. Whereas that is not the case where only discharge is taking place. In discharge, you do not experience such suffering because You are not engrossed in it or part of it. You do not get involved in it. The Lord says, ‘I will take full responsibility for all discharge but do not let any charging take place’. The collective knowledge of all the scriptures of the world is contained in just these two sentences. The halting of charge means the end of discharge. Charged moha is equivalent to a promissory note, and discharge moha is cash in hand. I give you a guarantee that after meeting Dada Bhagwan, there shall be no more charging for you. Nature Of Moha There two kinds of moha : darshan moha or charge moha and charitra moha or discharge moha. Darshan moha depends on where your fascination lies. Desire for perishable things of the world is mithyatva moha (illusionary infatuation or wrong belief). Mishra moha is the co-existence of a desire for Self- Knowledge as well as a desire for temporary worldly things. It is a mishra moha to believe both the real and the relative to be the truth. Samkit moha is an ardent desire to know the Self along