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why then do you still have a sour face? It is because of the
atkan and your sensitiveness. A sensitive person becomes one
with his sensitive ego and that is why he or she becomes upset
for prolonged periods and feels no zest in life.
Know where you slip. Why do you see darkness when
you are walking on an illuminated path - a path illuminated by
Gnan? It is because of your atkan and sensitiveness. By merely
becoming aware of and knowing about this sensitive quality, the
sensitiveness within will disappear. Whatever baggage you have
brought with you will indeed exhaust itself just by your knowing
and observing it, so remain the Knower and the Observer. This
process will destroy all atkan but sensitiveness will not leave
easily. When you become sensitive, electricity is produced within
the body, and these sparks kill many small life forms within.
However if you maintain an unwavering awareness, nothing will
stand in the way and your accumulated baggage will dissipate.
It is so simple and yet this baggage of atkan and sensitiveness
has taken hold over you.
Antahkaran : How It Functions
(Antahkaran : Inner complex of mind, chit, ego and intellect)
Why does one’s wandering in the world continue? It is
because the self ‘answers the telephone calls’ in the antahkaran,
that were meant for the mind, the chit, the intellect or the ego.
This is interference. You are to simply know and observe the
duties and the workings of the mind, intellect, chit, and the ego.
‘You’ should not answer anyone’s call. ‘You’ are the Knower
and the Observer of what the eyes, ears, nose etc. are doing.
If you answer the call of the mind, the chit or any other
components, conflicts will arise. So do not answer someone
else’s call, let them answer their own calls.
Have you ever investigated to see what happens to the