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that were just missing from the help that I received. I got involved because I was in search of healing for myself and I also wanted to create new ways of working with and understanding rape survivors in the African American community. AWS: What are the biggest misconceptions of abuse? Kalimah: Black people don’t rape and sexually abuse their children. Black men only rape white women. Black women are strong and can handle rape on their own. Rape only happens at night and in the bushes. AWS: What should someone do that has experienced or i s experiencing sexual assault? is find someone that they trust and tell. The telling is for the purpose of breaking the silence, getting emotional support and having someone else to talk to. Being silent about rape is a lonely experience, and we believe that survivors can garner strength in sharing with a caring knowledgeable person about the rape that has occurred and may be able to help problem solve throughout the trauma and crisis. A better question would be how should we respond to a person who tells us that they have been raped. People do not know how to respond and quickly to that I would say just listen, offer support, find resources, and don’t jump to any conclusions or victim blaming (i.e.why were you out so late, wearing that, etc.?). Kalimah: This is a two-fold question. If you have been sexually assaulted recently it is best practice and highly recommended that you get medical help and treatment. AWS: What can people do that are aware of a loved one in an abusive relationship? In the African American community, calling the police is usually not the first nor sometimes the best option. At the SASHA Center we do not force survivors into filing a police report- ever! However, we can provide them with the pros and cons of filing a police report and allow them to make that decision on their own. If the assault happened in the past they too may also consider reporting but that is not something that we advocate for. Kalimah: Sexual assault can and does often happen in the context of an abusing relationship or partner. Because of the silence and stigma attached to rape, very rarely will you ever know if someone is being raped by an abusive partner. If a family member knows that someone is being raped then ask the survivor how they would like to be helped and try to be supportive as possible without making any decisions for the survivor, but more importantly allowing them to problem solve with your support. What we believe is most important is that if a person has been sexually assaulted the best thing they can do AWS: Why is it important for survivors to forgive and heal? Kalimah: This question is loaded. Is it important for survivors to forgive? Well that is a question you will have to ask every individual we serve and let them tell you that answer. Forgiveness can be complicated, one can forgive themselves most certainly as self-blame for rape and not placing blame on the perpetrator is pervasive and we see this a lot in our work. However some survivors choose not to forgive and that is a personal choice. What we do know is that forgiveness is deep, personal, dynamic and can change meaning or focus over time. Forgiveness does not necessarily mean that you have to let the rapist off the hook. By all means to allow survivors to define forgiveness for themselves and to allow space and time for well-being that seems right to them and feels good to the specific person seeking solace is our goal. To heal or to get on the journey? No one ever knows what “healed” truly looks like. At the SASHA Center we believe that healing is a journey, because we also know there are triggers, reminders and other factors that can and will take you right back to square one of when the rape occurred. We spend a majority of our time teaching survivors skills on how to navigate through those hard times and how to live their best lives in the way that they have defined it. Healing for some could mean finally completing a task like graduating from high school, finishing a book with interrupting thought of the AMAZING WOMEN SPEAK! 11