ALUNA TEMPLE MAGAZINE EDITION No5 'ALCHEMY' | Page 62

By some miracle, this week, we have managed to do this a few times and the
response has been beautiful. She has melted into tears, into soft, yielding sobs
of accepting love.

We are re-writing our deep
beliefs every time we
dissolve through the surface
‘version’ of complaint and
pain and connect deeper to
what she is really asking for,
which is to be met and held
in this moment.
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Yesterday we repeated this cycle of penetrating through the rejection and
lonely resistance three times before lunch and we were both high with
the realisations and potential to shift this pattern now in our relationship.
Every time we broke through, an immense amount of sexual energy was
released.
We have been melting into so much lovemaking, creativity, gentle
holding, a profound level of peace has returned as we’ve realised – the
very thing that was dividing us and hurting us is the door to our mutual
healing and re-writing of our old beliefs and patterns.

The wound is the key if we can only be skilful and present enough
to dissolve through the surface story that arises to hide our deeper
vulnerability and pain.
In this way I get to dissolve my old wounded beliefs around ‘not being
enough’ and she gets to dissolve her wounds of ‘the man isn’t available’.

The reward is that we both get the intimacy and presence we need.

The conflict we were experiencing was actually a
signpost to healing.
The battle is the map to peace when we dare to read it the right
way.
˜ Jamie Catto, United Kingdom, 2014

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