how do you express trauma!?
— you create
dreams. - what shapes the way that action unfolds?
dreams
dream
I’ve been dreaming for too long.
when the sun comes out it feels like one.
i don’t really have track of time.
or a hold on my body
but i float
and i don’t have control.
its
scary
but safe.
don’t go into that place,
stay on track.
stay here.
dream - agency - time -
lived experiences…. versus these narratives.
differences between morality and complexity
Diana taylor - sensitive archive?
(that was earlier in the semester.. gotta check that reading)
how do we come to know ourselves?
the kitchen table
how do you see an archive?
manhood v. masculinity :
place of entering
new space
‘locating into a place — like a hood
i can’t focus
i can’t focus
i am not articulate
i can’t focus
tenderness.
love.
love.
tenderness.