Akram Youth Fear | June 2016 | Akram Youth | Page 9

“That is not true for all cases.” Her mother replied. “But I am afraid to look at them, I fear that they will do me harm at any moment.” “Nirali, why do you have such fears? On the contrary, we should sympathize with them and their family members, because of the fact that they are trapped in helplessness for life. Nirali did not answer her mother and with a gloomy face, she left for her tuitions. All the way she was gripped in a certain fear. Two hours later, Nirali came home. She quickly went to the bathroom and started washing her feet. Sensing that something unusual was happening, Surekhaben followed her to the bathroom. “Oh! What is this? What happened to you?” “Nothing really, I fell off the cycle.” “How did you fall? I hope you are not too badly hurt.” “No, I just have a few bruises on my knees.” Surekhaben gently cleaned her wounds and applied medicine to it. Then she went to the kitchen and warmed some milk and went to Nirali's room to give it to her. “Why are you lost in your own thoughts Nirali? What's troubling you so much?” Nirali was waiting for this question, so she burst out, “Mummy, I told you before, that a crazy person is often sitting on the road that I have to take on my way to my tuition!” “Yes, I have also seen him several times sitting on the side of the road.” “Yes mom, but today when I was coming home, he was standing in the middle of the road and shouting away!” Suddenly realizing what Nirali was going to say, Surekhaben questioned, “What happened???” “I was very frightened and without looking around, I rode my bicycle too fast, lost control and crashed in to a wall!” “Oh Dear, but why were you afraid?” “I don't know mummy, as to why, but I feel angry, and also afraid, when I see such crazy people.” “Did he do anything to you?” “No.” “Then, aren't you unnecessarily afraid?” “Do you remember mummy, there was a mentally sick man, who used to stay in grandma's building?” “Yes, I do.” “Grandma used to tell me that he used to beat his family members and when he got angry, he would throw whatever he could lay his hands on, at them.” “But dear, why do you think that all mentally sick people are the same? Now, try to remove this fear from your mind.” “Even at that time, I used to get angry as to why he was allowed to stay at home with his family." Nirali continued. Surekhaben interrupted, “If you are afraid to walk or bicycle along your regular path, how will you ever manage to get around?” Although Nirali was listening to what Surekhaben was saying, her fear had taken a grip so deep inside of her, that she was unable to find a way out of it. Whenever she went for her tuitions, she would look around to ascertain whether that person was on the road. Even after her mother had left her room, she kept thinking as to why she was afraid to even look at him. Let us see what Dadashri says regarding this matter… Akram Youth | 09