3rd Eye Watch January 2015 (1 yr Anniversary Edition) | Page 7

I started exploring other employment options, since I
did not desire to work with people I considered to be
out of integrity. I told all my friend and family I had
begun to hate going to work, and I set a date to give
notice. When the day arrived, I still did not have all
the details ironed out for my new position, so I
decided I would stay on a while longer, in the job that
I hated, with people I did not respect, until I had
something else confirmed. Who was out of integrity

back seat to the needs of others. Mirror, mirror on the
wall.
I have since forgiven my father, former employers,
and former partner. But most importantly, I have
forgiven myself. I am grateful for these and countless
other namaste’d beings who have come into my life
to hold up a mirror and help me heal human wounds
that create barriers to my expressing my most Divine

now? Well, the Universe heard my strongest message,
“I’m leaving on such and such day,” and supported
me in that manifestation. I was fired for the first and
only time in my life. Though the circumstances
around the discharge were unfair, my retrospective
lenses showed me I needed to leave to restore my
integrity, and leave I did, albeit quite involuntarily
and abruptly. I also later saw the mirror held up to
reflect something additional in that conflictual
relationship. The practices enacted by my former
employer and the program manager indicated major
feelings of lack and not-enoughness. My taking a job
I was highly overqualified for and choosing to stay
only out of desperation to pay my bills indicated my
major feelings of lack and not-enoughness. Mirror,
mirror on the wall.
The final example played out last year when a former
partner had an affair with a co-worker, and eventually
ended our relationship of four years. I will not go into
all the details, but suffice it to say that infidelity is
painful to experience. I compounded the pain by

self. So I invite you, when facing challenging
relationships in your life, take the time to examine if
there is some reflective glass showing up the with
person(s) involved. Take the time to say and see
namaste, and work on how this Divine being can help
you show up more fully in your own divinity.

resisting the writing that was on the wall. My true
healing did not kick in until I was able to see that my
former partner was not the only “cheater” in the
relationship. I had a laundry list of ways in which I

By Tonya Parker
http://www.mindbodyandspiritworks.com
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tonyaparker

had become unfaithful to myself; my life vision,
career, health, spiritual practices, etc. had all taken a

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