you lose that; it’s
just you and the art.
I’ve had periods in
my history where it’s
cost me relationships
because it’s your job
and you passion so
you devote a lot of
time to it. So it’s easy
to have friendships
that fizzle out or relationships where
people can’t handle
the stress of you being into your work so
often. People who
don’t have that passion have a hard time
understanding. In
relationships I’ve had
people who were like,
“You want to do this.”
There’s not a want
but a need to create.
I can’t go a day without sitting down for
a period of time and
creating something.
It’s backed up in my head and I have to get it out, I have no choice. It’s just
a part of who I am. I’ve gone through a few relationships. When I go through
breakups and situations I’ve had to go through, it’s like my outlet. I explore
life through my art. It’s like the movie “UP” that Disney put out. The movie’s
freaking tragic. It’s tragic as hell. You’re watching this old man deal with losing a woman he loved for years. There’s a relate-ability to it when people
watch it. The opening scene’s pretty heartbreaking but they managed to
play it up with the rest of the movie so you’re not sunken by it. So I guess
when I do art, for me it’s deeper and has meaning. I don’t want to put stuff
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