247 Ink Magazine (December/January) 2016 Issue#12 | Page 148

weird place in life right now. I got divorced 2 years ago, I never wanted kids, I never thought I’d get married, and I did get married and I thought I get to have all this? It didn’t work out, so now I’m looking at a blank slate. I have Cleen in my life but he doesn’t really seem to want to commit to much C: My life is dedicated to hot rods and good times.. M: so emotionally I’m pulled by this thing we have but I really have to look long term at what’s gonna make me happy and I think if I’m a 55 year old woman, and I never had a child, I’m gonna be wishing that I had. I like wholesome stuff, family meals, holidays and I love watching people learn so I think I would love having a little bud, so I think I have to bite the bullet and get pregnant which I hate even saying… C: She’s saying this out loud and I’m like holy fuck.. M: It’s something all women deal with and I don’t care how you feel about 146