Violence is necessary . I ’ m correcting myself .
The violent results are undone when I watch that fucking film . It ’ s a film about them . My body betrays me . Something hot stirs in my gut yet my blood runs cold . My hands itch .
I want to touch it . Let me touch it . I want to touch this feeling .
I sit on my hands as my body throbs . My hands twitch , desperate to travel to monstrous places .
Places that are perverted . Predatory .
Divine !