because I was broken emotionally.
I went outside to breathe some fresh air. I was still in shock. What’s next? Is my future ruined? I felt guilty and I didn’t know what to say to my mum. She felt bad, so I didn’t want to talk about it. I walked back home and went straight to my room. I was full of pain, but I thought I should listen to some music. It usually helps. I had the card in my hand and with the sounds of chill music, I watched that card. But nothing happened. Maybe it’s not that bad. Maybe I can create my own future without bothering about that card.
While listening to music I must have fallen asleep and started dreaming. Like always in dreams, when searching for an impossible solution, I was running not having any particular destination but to move was so hard. I was also climbing the stairs, which suddenly ended reaching the ceiling, and there was no way neither forward nor back. I wanted to scream but I had lost my voice. Therefore, I appeared in